

herEvery night I find myself dreaming In my dreams I never find myself I find you I find you looking at me with those perfect eyes I find you smiling at me with that perfect smile I find you making me fall for you all over againher
In my dreams I can’t seem to find myself But I find you watching over me after all I’ve done I hurt you I hurt you more than I’ve ever hurt myself I hurt you because I couldn’t stand what I was doing to you I hurt you because it was the only way to hurt me
I’ll let you all in on a little secret When I’m down I think of her to brin


a smile once in a whilei'm trying to resurface fight off the pain (butterfly wings and corset dreams) (polar bears and cedar cats) let the happy thoughts fill my puzzled brain i don't want to fall again (angel dust and unbroken trust) sliding down that path twisting and turning fighting for breath (christmastime and baby's breath) why is it so hard not to hurt? so hard to think of the good and forget the bad? (laughing babies and crazy geese) (pointed toes and jello shots) you won't help me find it at all there i go again i'm losing my footing &nba smile once in a while


so far awayi think i'm drowning floating on my stomach a million miles away so far away you take the breath from my lungs put warm blood in my frozen heart frozen heart made of ice so far away i thought i meant something (you swore i did) but still i lie awake so far away my world is closing in around me in a swirl of blue and yellow paint purple lights in the distance so far away make the carpet stay on the floor make the christmas tree turn to stone take the pain somewhere so far away learn from my mistaso far away


I'm back... Did you miss me?you're on my mind all the time waiting to pounce on any and all insecurities watching from the last row as i slowly kill myself when that moment comes you can have your victory but until then i will haunt you you take away my life, i take away yours do you really expect me to sit back and watch you watch you take everything i have and everything i want? not in this lifetime not in the last and not in the next the next will be far far worse the last is how you turned out like this and this? this is the biggest BIGGEST mistake of any lifetime &nI'm back... Did you miss me?
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"buy the ticket, take the ride."
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Steven Perry, and that is all that is fit to report
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I just need someone to hold me is all.
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Reply? No?! Go read my poems then, and comment on those. Thanks.
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-k
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Nothing to see here.
Or work, whatever you want to call it.
And my computer decided that it doesn't want to work most of the time.
I'll try to get some new stuff up asap.
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I just need someone to hold me is all.
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Reply? No?! Go read my poems then, and comment on those. Thanks.
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-k
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Nothing to see here.
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"I can't see! How will I smell
corn now?!! I am so sad."
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